jeeps are for lovers. audis are for ugly people.

today i'm sick of my life more than most days and this is why:
rent is due.
bills are due.
insurance is due.
car payment is due.
katie lives 8 hours and $120 away and i can't afford the time or money to see her.
i had to go to money mart again today to get a payday advance.
i still work at stream.
cigarettes are gross but i still really like them.
i'm going home today and no one will call me.

i think i would feel a lot better if i could afford to buy a hampster.

can everyone call me tonight to say hi?

i only have 3.5 more hours of work left today. that's a plus. work is an idiot. i almost got a written warning today because i don't sell enough stuff. my supervisor came up to me and said he was disapointed in me because i am supposed to sell 2 products a day and his dumb peice of paper said that i sold 2 in the last month. then i said "but supervisor, i made tonnes of sales!" then i showed him 57 sales that i did last month and he shut up.

i just flipped the bird.

dang, what a day.